I wake up to that slipping feeling, like I was falling through a dream. Fluorescent lights, sour antiseptic smell, doctors paged over the PA. It’s been four days but I’m still here, waiting for my father to die. My chest is tight, my legs ache, bent into a lopsided fetal position on the vinyl loveseat. A clattering sound jangles into the rhythm of beeping machines. I reach for my phone, face-down where it landed on the white tiled floor. A spiderweb of cracks wraps around the timestamp. 3:47AM.